same here... I hugged her and said goodbye a few months ago before leaving to work 1000 miles from home with no clue she'd be gone in a couple weeks..... Crying like a baby as I type this.... I can honestly say I understand fellas and my heart breaks for you too.
Don't take one single moment for granted people. She will be gone 2 months tomorrow and one thing I've learned is that time shows absolutely no mercy....
It'll be 10 years this August since my mother passed away. There's not a day that goes by she's not on my mind, especially with my 2-1/2 year old daughter that's the spitting image of her. Happy Mother's Day.